Saturday, June 30, 2018

why this game

when the world is simple and devoid of any complexity why do we have this level of neurosis all over the world?

In order to have mathematics without riddles, i have imposed  many rules on set constructions. I don't care what rules. Perhaps that is the reason in the world of academics the results are memorizable and applicable for all time. Academic world in some sense closed. it can not be very interesting. Academic genii are in plenty and they are quite incapable of seeing anything new in their life. As Fermi said, if there is some extraterrestrial life why we never see it? we shall never seeextra terrestral life. we would not ever see plant consciousness too and their ability to memorize. even though we know thy synchronize their clock. they wear wrist watch.

Our blindness is our academic world that avoids paradox confusion and those cannot be proved but exists. They exists in university and not universal that is 99.99 outside university.

Creator does exists with or without proof since creator is first and thus absent. Yet it sees all, taste all, hears all. he even sees every thought. All is holly and divine without choice. i have no privacy of my own.

The problem of academic world is membership in set. Religion Country Human Society whatever. Creator do not belong to any set but container of all. Academic likes to do away with creator for the sake of deductive or inductive logic that proves the same thing in time invariant way. our sky and its composition or principle never change. we have so many generalized theories. i personally do not make any attempt to touch.

Having written this I feel very sleepy even though I had woken up only three hours back after ten hours sleep.

But I have not even asked the question i posed in the title yet. Why sets and subsets? Do we have autonomy to create a set like home and belong to it? Why dharma manifested in karma and then life long imprisonment?

Question is: Why creator make one (me) suffer? Why does creator make one thief? Why one is giving? when one is incapable of giving or taking? There is no verb no action!

Fundamental question: why pride? when there is no action for an individual.

Creator, as he is , can make one prideless. Since after all creator is doing all! Why this blindness? Why this belief I am doing all when I am doing nothing AND CAN DO A THING?

I cannot rationalize. Nor can I predict that in future human shall be prideless.

Satyayug. There is no bluff.

creator, me for one, is the process of writing a very incredibly large story of my life in sequence but not time sequence chronological, even in the process, is writing past and future time without record!

can i expect? can i even expect to be understood by my creation or anyone reading me except me? can i explain what i write to any?

there is no shared truth

yet since because by virtue of the fact:
all is me
i am understood as soon as i think

i would not like to rethink or remember what I thought
there is no necessity since it is already recorded and always available to me whenever needed
never forgotten

i write in various reliable media for my rereading pleasure in non erasable ink and non destructible media so that i do not repeat unless intended

internet: this blog, earlier blogs such as facebook, isikolkata ...
ghost: ink air media atmosphere
vyasa: int water media ganga
valmiki: ink sap, media leaf
creator: thought, media akasha