Friday, July 13, 2018

distance measure

Euclidean distance is the straight line joining them and its length of two points in any dimensional coordinate space.

I observe I get up from sleep from some physical inconvenience or discomfort  for some duration. noway to measure how long but it is usually less than say five or ten minutes. As the urgency rises i possible get a timer message the urgent call is happening of many hours in a very short interval of say less than a minute.

After all these passes i am relaxed with nothing urgent to think or do. I write blog. starting with the complex that i have seen just a few hours before. it takes at most 2000 words to reach me the creator of dream sleep and reality of illusion.

the distance of my dream to me is at most 2000 english words. how important is my writing to me. it is invaluable exercise and experience. there is not even any beside me to benefit from this I cannot stop. I am incapable of stopping. If I die in my next birth i shall be doing the same. till all falsehood is burnt to ash and suctioned away by me the creator.

Can I make the distance from 2000 to zero without losing time i.e at this moment? if not i can do nothing but wait - all is same me and i am a puppet suffering perpetual disillusion about me!

as soon as i dream i know - it is me without using any word and logic of discrimination or reviewing its origin in me

i open my eyes i try to listen i don't like what i see what i hear
i sense my body i taste my mouth it painful and distasteful
my body is sick my sense my world i don't like it
i don't like me

this had happened to me in sometime in mid 1977 being zilted
i traveled long distances to find medicine for my disease and i knew it is within my reach
it took me years to put me in order
i am bad and my world is hopelessly bad
i transformed my world from black fearsome to bad to good to nothing
i transformed me from sick insane expecting nemesis bad to good to nothing

i transformed my world from dangerous to divine home
i transformed me to divinity the creator of my world
i changed my coordinate to self my body requiring attention to celestial bliss
i pause world disappear i disappear

i will and live in perpetual paradise living a moment at a time

what is the distance from insanity dried burnt me to divinity
what is the distance between my home in fire to divine paradise uniquely my home where all is free

it took 41 years

but now it takes about an hour at most to return to divine home no matter where i strayed away willingly
i am automatically paused and brought within my self 
what can i expect when i am in bliss permanente 

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