Monday, July 9, 2018

osho

I came to know of osho, then rajnish, from skjha around 1982. in our room we used to discuss books on philosophy psychology etc. panderaj, jairaj and me were occupants often skjha used to contribute. In 1985 basu was going to bangalore i spent with my family in iip hostel one week. basu gave me about 20 books of rajnish in hindi and english. amuda had a short notice suffering from leukemia started visiting many god men. but osho is dead then. he visited rajnish ashram in pune bought few books. one of them was ostobakras gita. i read that.

his writings were funny and good reading. many were biographies of holymen from india. I cam to appreciate an intellectual character Naseeruddin. Recently i saw Rajneeshpuram misadventure in 12 hours serial wild wild country. The commune he wished to create but unsuccessful. His books are national treasure kept at Indian Parliament.

Although I had read lot of Ramakrishna in 1970s or earlier but it was not committed to my memory. Till then I used to read whatever ma used to read and she loved to read about sadhus and saints. I read exhaustively paul branton and jiddu krishnamurthy. i also read lot of ramayana and mahabharata.

I just finished reading Christopher Isherwood. I have downloaded Kathamrita by M. I have order the english version Gospel. Although I am not gaining nothing. I am already absolute. But i am getting something out of this reading.

Mine has been a long journey. in the process i have destroyed all green and live. all is divine but no divinity.

divinity is outside the barrier. where is chitragupter khata? if i could torch it all record is destroyed. not only me but also trump is liberated. that too is outside the fence. what about me?

outside. impossible to be inside the fence. inside all is my belief and i do not know. it is impossible to take outside the fence.

Where do I record my Dharma? it has to be inside the fence? Is (re)birth like getting up from sleep? I do not know.

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