what do i see through telescope or microscope?
the world I like to see. The situation do not change when I see with my naked cataract eyes.
the situation do not change when listening. i hear what i like to hear. the same when i taste or smell.
when i meet a person i meet the person i wish to meet. it is always my wish fulfillment exercise. behind my senses the fresh new world remains unknown.
i read so many book unthinkable amount. someone was feeding me with libraries after libraries and variety of books.
what i read is me. my blindness increased. my dreams are for ever complicated with my readings.
i am so gullible. places change people change time change but my world does not change.
my writing too does not change.
this familiarity shall never change.
i am ashamed of me. i am afraid of me.
honestly i can look any at his or her or its eyes - i will be found out.
a closed isolated old idiot who learnt nothing in 68 years.
the world I like to see. The situation do not change when I see with my naked cataract eyes.
the situation do not change when listening. i hear what i like to hear. the same when i taste or smell.
when i meet a person i meet the person i wish to meet. it is always my wish fulfillment exercise. behind my senses the fresh new world remains unknown.
i read so many book unthinkable amount. someone was feeding me with libraries after libraries and variety of books.
what i read is me. my blindness increased. my dreams are for ever complicated with my readings.
i am so gullible. places change people change time change but my world does not change.
my writing too does not change.
this familiarity shall never change.
i am ashamed of me. i am afraid of me.
honestly i can look any at his or her or its eyes - i will be found out.
a closed isolated old idiot who learnt nothing in 68 years.
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